The Big Weekend 2019 Part 2 Friday Saturday
Yesterday was a long time ago. I'm in St Leonard's now.* In fact, that's shite, it's still Friday! I can look up at the few glass bricks and see blue still in the sky... Fk sake. High up the wall- maybe 4 metres? 20 or so opaque glass blocks. Blurred and too far away. The sky is dark or light. I loved the blue. Twilight. The world would be slowing down now. I'd comfort myself with that. That thought would make me feel like I was there with them, wishing. They'd be tired too. Im no upset, nor angry. I stare. I lie on a mattress thinner the soles of your shoes. I won't move. I'm really fkin hardened to this, but that means nothing. I'm broken everytime. Staring at the camera behind the mesh... Are they watching?? - one time I smuggled in a bag of vallies by mistake.. found them on the 3rd day in one of my pockets. They weren't watching then! Swung round and quick as that they were necked.. couldn't believe it. Rustling through my trouse...